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lol just now i sound like guillo from baten kaitos whenxi was talking to iloveyouallblessingsx

La sociedad quiere destruir el libre albedrío.

I'm back man. Got over the death of my child (I had 3 more after so whatevs) and now I'm back online just doing my thing. A little bit of this a little bit of that. I might even create videos sometime, I dunno. Whatchu been up to?

i've said it once, i'll say it again andrewapexpredator is not me. that was kleiner-jay who caused me to lose a lot of friends in the past

conservative and liberals. no wonder why this world is so toxic

I want to be a good moral man to help others and stop suffering in this world but there is so much suffering. Why would the creator allow this. It just seems meaningless for people to suffer so much. I don't think i am completely good because I am still mean and laugh at others. I laughed at that darkhorse guy's reaction when he probably suffered lots. I just laugh to ease my own suffering. This reality is scaring and terrfying. No wonder I am closed my self from the world.

Is the reason for the eclipse is to fear monger? I don't want to be scared I just want to be calm. I don't know if the paranormal things will happen but if they do I just want to be calm and relaxed. I don't know if god is a loving being or a sadistic being. If I were to judge god's actions does that mean I will suffer forever? The creator can probably see why I feel scared but I also feel warmth from the creator. Is that an excuse so he could torture me forever?

I think there is a creator of the world and I raised my hand up while speaking the the creator of this world. I feel scared, happy, insane, calm. I am not sure if any of the religions is the right one. Maybe they all have qualities that the creator would want people to spread such as sympathy and true love. I don't want to be apart of something for which I am not sure of completely. I don't wish to be a slave and blindly obey something which could cause harm.

have you heard of the eclipse?